Kill Me

I decided to join Weight Watchers so that I could have even more accountability and a weekly weigh-in.
When I went to my meeting and weighed in, their scale said 165.8!!!! So basically I want to cry/die.

I came home and threw my piece of shiz scale away. Until further notice, I'll be posting my weight on Monday nights after my "official" weigh-in.

I can't effing believe I've been laboring under the delusion that I'm 6 pounds lighter than I actually am!
Has this ever happened to anyone else? I can't decide whether to binge or puke right now out of disgust for myself.

Subjected to the Scale 161

I gained.

I went out for my friends birthday party at the bar, and I think the combination of "birthday shots" and not eating much lately got me super wasted (which I HATE) and once my inhibitions go... I eat. Drunk munchies are not calorie free, that's for damn sure. I have to be honest and tell you that I almost didn't post my weight because I had gained. But I know I need to post even the bad days for this blog to be legit.
Ugh.

I'm so glad that college starts this week and the discipline and dedication that I put into my classes always transfers over to my diet/exercise plan. Plus I get a free gym membership!

Subjected to the Scales 159

I've decided (with some help from my friend Lady Destroyed) that I'll just post my weight everyday. I'm weighing in that often anyway, I might as well share the results. So -.2 today. Lame.

Tip* When I don't eat much and/or workout and my head hurts or my tummy hurts or I feel like crap in general I take 2 Midol. The caffeine gives me a boost and suppresses my appetite, it relieves pain, and helps with water retention. Midol is my little miracle pill even when I'm not PMSing.

Subjected to the Scale 159.2

I'm having trouble deciding whether I should post my weight every day or once a week... or?
To be honest, I weigh myself at least 3 times a day. But just because I'm constantly subjecting myself to the scale, doesn't mean you have to be constantly subjected to it too. Let me know what you think!

C.P.

Morning weigh-in

159.2